fri.. tmr no mendaki.. den on mon labour dae.. n tt week will be da strtin of our mid yr!!! haiz... soo scary.. especially afta wad cikgu saein bout our poor malae.. ive nvr said b4 in ma entire life.. tt malae's difficult.. n afta all da pressure.. n everything frm cikgu.... malae damns difficult lor.. da tacniques... OMG..
can die sia... how am i suppose to get ma A1.... aaarrrgh... nevertheless.. i shall cont to work hard... n i will perservere!! i will no matter wad.. i shall work hard.. n do ma best n byk byk doa.. n believe in takdir... im sooo scared!!! aarrghhz... den wif ma results finally to shine on da brighter side.. at least im passin all ma subz.. xcept ma chem!!!!!!!! CHEM!!! why cant i juz get da stuff into ma head??? haiz haiz haiz...
newae... i tink im done here.. will be back here to screm more... cream out ma lungs on how malay can be soooo hard.. n how i can further improve ma subz.. kiekiez.. till here... tataz...
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chem pract!! aarrgghhzz.. i screw up da moles calculation fer da titration... aaarrggghhzz!!! haiz.. well wads done is done... n i manage to get da blardy PoP sound ok!!! eventhough i didnt manage to rekindles a lighted splint.. haiz.. so im gonna miss a mark or 2 dere.. bt its done!!! lolz.. i hope its ok...
haiz.. newae.. todae i tink is a dab bus dae... i hafta waited for lyk 30 plus minits b4 a 196 came to parkwae n bring me baq hme.. haiz.. den afta tt.. i hafta wait fer lyk anoth 15 mins to get a bus to take me out frm ma hse to da saint pat's bus stop to get a bus frm dere... n take me to ma tuition place.. n dere.. i gtta wait fer anith 20 minits.. which makes me totalie late fer tuition!!! haiz.. bt hu bother.s.. uncle tayeb.. had a reli terrible backache.. poor thing.. get well soon!!! hehhz..
erm newae ma mid yr is juz lyk 8 daes awae.. n im still nt prepared anythin!!! aaaarrgghhhhh!!!!! help me.. im nt feelin any pressure tt will urge me to study.. why?? n ma lil bro's been disturbin me.. n cannot simply get any wrk done at hme!!! wth is wif me!!! aaaarrgggghzz!!! n i can lose ma concentration n focuz wit da slightest disturbance or distraction!!!! haiz... help me!!! i nd to wake up!!
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todae went for mendaki in da mornz.. luckily cikgu nvr sae nethin de.. scary de.. lolz.. afta tt went to lib met eunice.. den head to parkwae meet kambing cuz we're suppose to go fer prom meetin.. cancel aunty nis's lesson lo.. bt nvm la.. since i oso veri long nvr go for da meetin tooz... so ya.. bt let kambing go off 1st cuz we wnna eat 1st lo.. so met roy... fadzil... khair.. jasni... jason.. marjorie n all la.. aiya too much to name dem all.. newae met dem at banquet.. afta tt we drag fadzil go for prom meetin!! muahahha... bt lucky i drag lo.. if nt surely kena scoldin lo.. see me soo niceyz.. hehhz... den we go to kambing's hse... n he's place is sooooooooo big!!! bt toooooo quiet.... his bedroom.. is OMG!!! reli reli biggggg lorhz.. hahaa.... nowonder he owaes gt prob wit his knee... *poor kambing* hahahaz... den we had a tour arnd his hse.. sooo farnie.. den play wif his snake.. pooh bear bear... guitar.. his mogu!!! ahahah... n smmore smmore lo.. hahah.. hope didnt spoilt anything sia.. kie la.. tataz... cyaz soon!!..
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hmmz.. didnt go sch todae.. see im at hme now.. was totalie sick yest night.. cant even get out of ma bed.. haiz.. den tiz morn.. was ok.. infact fer a moment tot of goin to sch redi.. wen i was hit by a dizzy spell.. haiz.. which make me landed back in bed.. gt fever.. flu n sore thraot yest.. den afta eatin panadol... was ok... hahhahaz... so ya.. will be goin to da doc. n see wad da doc has in mind fer me.. n oso da main purpose of seein a doctor is to get an mc lo.. hahaz... oso get smtg fer ma reoccurin dizzy spell.. haiz.. rite till here only la.. no energy type summore... tataz..
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
todae speech dae.. ma last speech dae!! can u believe it.. well i definitely cant believe it.. sadde le.. reli sadde... den da parade was alright... n kambing!! told ya i wont under perform...fd is ma life babe.. hahaha.. i simply enjoy footdrill... cuz i rockz!! lolz.. newae i was wit jane all along.. snap photos wif all da np's n gg strong ppl.. hahha.. den played wif da drill cane n oso getta hold da rifle... n its heavy ok.. lolz.. probably i was unlucky to getta hold da heavy one?? hu noes.. hahaz.. okok.. b4 tt right afta sch.. i decided to stay baq all da wae.. me lazy poke to go hme 1st.. lolz.. so hang arnd wif cullen.. roy.. chen onn... fadzil.. n da npcc's la.. lolz.. den polish boots.. den tok tok tok... n cullen help me polish da cap of ma boots polish till shiny lyk wad lor!!! super nice!!! hahah.. thankeew cullen!!! -smiles- den afta tt.. go take da food dwn.. n da food was da canteen's fried rice.. wif 1 nugget.. 1 seaweed chicken... n sum veges... WTH LO!!!! dey gif us tt kinda food.. gd... superb sia... haiz.. den afta tt jane came back... n i changed n everythin... da parade strt... n i was distracted by haikal!! arrgghhh... bt nevertheless.. i wasnt distracted.. lolz... ignorance can wrk wonders too.. hehh.... den afta all dose.. go arnd snap photos.. n wen up to meet fala.. den wen to see charm grand openin.. n gt scolded for ntg.. bt typical of us.. we dun gif a damn.. n mrs chua came baq.. she seems betta.. lolz... prob miss us la.. lolz!! newae rajiv kena bustard by jane.. !!!! hahahaha.. ya den wen its bout da grand finalle.. den me n jane changed.. n afta tt we go eat... didnt expect da food to be tt sucky... soo unexpected.. haiz.. usually its nice.. ohh welll.. hu cares... n i was sooo paiseh for claimin barley to plain water!!! hahah.. soo farnie... haiz.. n kamarul... gtta remind me of da joke of da dae!!! tt barley thingie... lolz.. waited for fizah.. sheena... hu in da end went off to peter's for pizza.. so wen off wif eunice n da water girl frm gg.. hahaha.. i ask her for water too many tymz till call her water girl.. lolz...so ya tt ends ma dae.. im tired.. n totalie haiz.. lolz.. h/w still haven finish yet... n tmr sch summore.. aiyoz.. k la.. tataz.. nyte nytez...
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im sick.. im tired.. im lost... may allah guide me back to ma path.... n lead me back again frm dere.... wishin everything were to be alright... cuz im reli feelin horrible now....
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todae... durin mt.. cikgu ghazali took over cikgu rohani.. well he aint too bad.. he teached kinda gd la.. den totalie screwed up ma phy pract.. dunnoe wad happen la.. i guess ma mind wasnt on ma pract juz now.. haiz... den afta sch gt rc.. combine rehearsal again.. haiz.. kinda tired of it.. bt den again its footdrill man!! hahah... wasnt reli happie wif da attendance.. plus tt asshole gtta rub a stone against da wound!!!!! he tink he sooo fuckin big sia.... haiz... well too bad.. he is sooo fuckin small too me... no brainer kid... wanna act big!!!!! aaarrgggghhh!!! he is such an asshole!!! newae wadeva it is.. i was angry.. n strted off horribly... luckly sharon turned up.. da live saver... hahah... well she took over la.. den help me out. n da cadets performance is reli killin me in da beginin.. hehhz... den afta da whole rehearsal.. sharon make dem hentak.. make dem march to n fro.. till its damn nice lo.. kanan lurus oso nvr move soo much.. hehhz.. =P =)... ohh ya... n jane... dunnoe wad happen to her... suddenly dissapear den nvr cum back.. lolz.. den tt asrul... dunnoe wads up wit him... everytym call me by ma rank.. noe la his cadet none reach ma rank yet!! muahhaha... omg.. im soo bhb.. lolz... newae... den lyk wan me to settle btwn da oth 2 ic's melissa n chen onn... to make sure our bangin perfectly together.. why cant he ask his own cadet??!! haiz.. wadeva la.. den i point out anoth mistake in his commandin!!! hahaha.. i tink nobody eva coment on his commandin mistake b4!!! hahahah... cuz he seems sooo awkward wen i point out to him.. LOLZ!!! ya besides tt.. i oso screw up a lil bit of commandin.. afta ma mind went completely BLANK... lolz.. bt afta tt it was alride.. only btwn ma cadets.. so its ok.. n for da record!! BRD RCY!!! u DID IT MAN!! lolz... jus maintain it!! u shall be da best contigent baby!! hehhz... muackz to u guyz!!!
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well da dae strted off.. wit me omost late fer sch.. wif no double-sided tape for ma name tag.. lolz.. n den rusin into da hall.. wit wijaya savin ma life for havin double-sided tape eveready in her wallet!! hahahz... infact she oso saved.. mabel's n fizah's life too.. hahahaz...
kie so tt was it. da dae passed soo quickly todae.. afta malay lesson cikgu told me my malay is terlalu keinggerisan... haiz.. well shall look on da positive side n take it as a challenge to change ma malay to a realli kemalayuan... hehez.. well i shall do it.. mesti bangga dgn bahasa ibunda!! n honestly.. ma malay reli had went dwn da drain..i tink ma pri sch malay ish soooo much betta den now... haiz..jadi... mesti banyakkan ckp bahasa melayu... hehhz...
newae ma phy pract went horrbly wrong.. partly cuz it was da apparatus fault.. n ms tan hafta tighten tix n tt b4 it can barely wrk properly.. ya.. den went for rc.. was kinda pissed off actuallie.. cuz of all da attitude.. bt afta a while.. kinda settled a bit... tt den asrul keep rushin me!!! haiz... he arhz.. den sae 5 mins up redi bla bla bla.. lyk i gif a damn.. lolz.. den still wanna take revenge.. aiyo.. bt too badde.. i oso learn how to be thick skin redi!! hahahahz... overall. had a fun parade la.. hahaz...wit alicia.. dezzy.. n mrs V n all da luffin fits.. which resulted to da 'revenge' hahahz.. newae.. im chilled bout it.. revnge is sweet... bt i dun feel da sweetness....
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